Everyone has their own story to tell. For some, that story allows them to enjoy what they have; good memories with family and friends. For others, their story haunts them hour by hour, day by day. The zest for life in one person can dampen the spirit of another.

Emilio, every Christmas, every new year, there are moments when I miss you so much. My spirit dampens. I take moments to be alone and I cry a little for memories I will never have. But it’s not entirely about me. I pray that you get through this and grow to be a strong, honest and kind man. And I’m sure you will.

For me, for you, the clock is ticking down, a fate NO ONE can change. When the time comes, you will be free to ask questions and you will get answers. Regardless, whether you know it or not, I love you.